Farm
“I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around--nobody big, I mean--except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff--I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be. I know it's crazy.”
You know what I’d like? I’d like to have a little house on a big farm. Not a farm that grows animals or crops of any kind, just a farm for a farm’s sake. Maybe I’ll grow some fruits, nothing too showy, just whatever grabs my fancy. I’d have a cosy little spot in my bedroom where I’d sit and write my little stories all day. And I’d have three big dogs- some kind that would love to run and roam around my big farm, maybe a german shepherd or a border collie or something. And I’d wake up in the morning and whistle out into my great green nothingness, and my three dogs would run at me from three different directions to greet me. I think that would be quite nice.
I’m going to listen to good old Jeff Buckley and go to sleep now. I'm just so tired. Hopefully, I wake up on my farm.
“Smile, my boy, it's sunrise!”
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ReplyDeleteI hope you wake up in your farm with your three dogs waiting to run upto you. Rest in peace !
ReplyDeleteRest in piece op
ReplyDeleterest in peace mate, you were good person
ReplyDeleteOm Shanti
ReplyDeletethe heart always finds its way home.
ReplyDeleteEvery detail and then that last quote, he was clearly hinting at it, this is so painful to read, i hope he rests well. He genuinely seemed like a really nice guy
ReplyDeletewe failed him
ReplyDeleteIt is those who persevere through great pains and move on that are praised, what about those who don't move on, are those pains greater?
ReplyDeleteThose souls are weaker
DeleteI will remember you, atleast in what you left of you, and her too, and I promise you that I will live for you, and love for you, No matter how difficult it gets for me, I will keep living and loving. You are with her now, I hope that we will give you guys enough couple time. I will keep reading your work.Adios Orange, Adios blue.
ReplyDeleteBlue*
DeleteSuch a beautiful mind we've lost.
ReplyDeleterest in peace brother
ReplyDeleteTragic... I pray you find your peace brother 🙏
ReplyDeleteMay your dogs find shade under your wings.
ReplyDeleteRest in peace.
Rest in Peace, Femboy. May you develop manliness to face challenges in afterlife atleast and not chicken out so easily.
ReplyDeleteIn writing this comment, you proved that your own pair of balls have rotten to the core and your sheer sense of compassion has completely obliterated.
DeleteManliness is just not about not showcasing any sensitivity, it's about having the strength to acknowledge what occurs in your head.
So try not to tarnish the memory of a rested soul in an attempt to sound like a testosterone-enriched person, and grow a better fucking pair.
You shouldn't express your views here even if they are correct. His friends gotta attack anyone who talks the truth abt their faggot friend.
DeleteFinally, a true comment.
DeleteYour view of masculinity is so warped by modern alpha male nonsense. It will not serve you well to be so void of empathy.
DeleteBut that’s okay, for you sit in a prison of your own making.
Good luck getting out. :)
A guy just wanted to write his feelings here because he had no friends in his college and needed a place to share his views. the guy was depressed and here youre saying shit. may god never bless you with such a bad situation but if you ever deal with something even close to this, you would understand.
DeleteI Hope you found your farm mate
ReplyDeleteRest in peace buddy. It's alright to be tired. May you not suffer in your next life.
ReplyDeleteByee op I hope you find peace somewhere, when I looked at all the blogs you posted i knew you are not fine, but..
ReplyDeleteRest In peace bro.
Sorry if I had ever hurt you🙏
Rest in peace 🫂🫂🫂
ReplyDeleteRest in peace op, I hope you finally have found the peace and happiness you deserved <3.
ReplyDeletefuck man
ReplyDeleteI will miss you brother... you were one of a kind and even though we haven't spoken in a while... I know that you are now in a better place... your farm... your peace. I toast one last time for a fallen brother. Rest in peace. 🫂🕊
ReplyDelete🥀
ReplyDeleteFaggot final boss RIP 😂
ReplyDeleteget a life you retard
DeleteCrazy how he mentioned how he would die in his 'Crow' titled blog and still none of his friends cared to inform his parents or someone.
ReplyDeleteOne more nigger eliminated from this planet.
ReplyDeletemost obvious ragebait lol
Deleteget a life
Yeah no to anyone reading this going through something serious, seek therapy. Don't be like op and definitely don't kill yourself over a girl you've met an year ago when you've got your whole life in front of you.
ReplyDeleteCorrect man. Sometimes, people get narrow sighted and take harsh decisions.
DeleteRest in peace<3
ReplyDeleteRest in peace man.
ReplyDeleteTo anyone reading this, remember that life is never as hard as you think it is; and you’ll surely conquer your fears.
RIP, i hope you wake up in your farm
ReplyDeleteknow i will remember you.... rest in peace
ReplyDeleteI do hope you find your farm and three dogs waiting on the other side. You really seemed to be a genuinely good person. Rest in peace, mate.
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