Curse


I’m afraid

I can’t live like this

any longer.


The ringing noise,

the disappointed faces,

the constant alarms


They haunt me every night,

without fail,

without mercy.


My goals have become burdens

I cannot carry

much longer.


The higher I go,

the faster it chases.


I must rid myself

of this curse upon my soul.


I'm afraid the end is here,

There's no turning back—

I must lose 

my Duolingo streak.

 

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